Tom ModyJeffrey Jeff Harris

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United Dictators of Mars
Questions For God
2008

PEACE OF HELL
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Peace Of Hell
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Music: Mody, Words: Mody

Many dark nights I called the Angel out
to cut my flesh of gold.
Waking, weeping, penance, pleading!

She was witness to the fall out- felt the wrath from Zion.
She pays the very penance that I seek.
Higher, purpose, lower, curses!

She feeds the devil crumbs from the bread of life...
and keeps us in God's sights.

Never knew her truly- heard stories of this way.
How love and pain can be one in the same.
Kisses, sofly!
As I leave my love behind.

I can't see the sun. I can't see the moon.
I'm the only one to blame- I asked and it came true.
And so I'm sitting with the Angel.
She let's me know the devil's not my end.
I've found this peace of hell so I can live again.

Angel with your scolded wings, amazing you can fly.
As if the heavens grab you. I ask you why can't I?

My service now in solituded. My suffering shall wane.
My love is sleeping soundly.
No harm can come upon thee.
Heaven has no boundary.
Grounded to my promise I remain.

The sands trickle slowly in this hourglass of home.
The devil taps upon the glass whenever I'm alone.
So close he can taste it.
Exposed to his hatred.
Resistance complicated.
The ties that bind my promise drag me down.

Angel, Angel!
I now feel no pain.
After a billion tears.
After endless years.
Who do I trust now.
Maybe I'm home.

I can't see the sun. I can't see the moon.
I'm the only one to blame- I asked and it came true.
And so I'm sitting with the Angel.
She let's me know the devil's got me pegged.
Where's my peace of hell so I can live again.

In now my darkest night I call the Angel out.
My flesh has rot to bone, I've nothing for the toll.
I'm but a crumb discarded.
Swept away like garbage.
Hiding from the vultures.
Refuse to lose this last piece of my soul.

I peaked out from the darkness, felt a ray of light's caress.
It struck me with a vision of joy I can't express.
My love had now turned old.
70 years unfold.
My penance paid in full.
Breathing her last, my love thanked me.... rest.

I can see the sun. I can see the moon.
Shedding all this worthless blame I asked and it came true.
and so I'm rising with the Angel,
reminds me that the devil's not my end.
I leave this peace of hell so we can live again.

she feeds the devil's crumbs to the bread of life...
and keeps us in God's sights.


Jeff has been singing my stuff now for 20 years. This is the song that undisputedly validates him as a Pro even though he'll never make a dime off this track. This is everything he's ever learned, aspired to and done in one song- it's a long song. He's also really good at taking words and changing their phrasing and meaning and after we wrote Piece of Heaven and developed the "Questions for God" theme he was excited about an idea he called Peace of Hell (note changing "piece" to "peace"). About a fallen Angel who helps usher souls to the underworld. He wanted to write it but he couldn't devote the time to it so I jumped on it. The first thing I had to reconcile is how one could find peace in hell. To me the only way to do that was as a sacrafice to save or protect a soul, in particular someone you love deeply. So it's based around the Catholic concept of redemptive suffering where you offer your pain to God as a healing for others less fortunate and without such strong convictions of faith. I can only tell you from personal experience that if you have that faith it does help. Now you shouldn't have to go literally to hell or purgatory but in this case that's the premise here. I wrote it emotionally attached that "my love" in the song is my children. So this angel will allow you to die and end your suffering but in order to protect those your redemptive suffering was protecting you must live their life span in purgatory. And the devil is tempting you the whole time that the pain you now are free from is the way you could feel always in hell- just trust him. Yikes! And in fact I do give in but somehow manage to keep that little crumb of faith- or to go full circle - that "piece of heaven in my eye". My penance is eventually paid in full. What a great metaphore for life as opposed to death. Sorry to be so boldly complimentary but man this is great stuff by me. Now how do I equal that with music? It's just incredible that I was able to pull that off in my opinion. It was such a daunting task that I almost loathed it but I have to say it came together fast and easy. The intent from the outset was to write one of those album ending Iron Maiden epics, which we had surprisingly never done. We've written alot of long complex songs so I guess the trick is to just write them longer. And what I heard in my head is what easily happened though it seems a logistical nightmare for one guy with limited time. It had to have a long harmony guitar solo and this has a prime example of something I 'd been doing in spots throught the album. Sometimes because it became my style but mostly because I was lazy. I'd come up with the first guitar part and learn the harmony to most of it but in parts where I didn't want to take the time and learn the exact harmony I'd veer off and have two competeing but complimentary phrasings. And at the end of the solo where it rambles on I don't even know if it's in harmony at all or if it's just so many notes that it fools you into thinking it is. It sounds lazy and it is lazy but I liked doing it and not being so rigid and a little original. Jeff, of course, had to sing his ass off or all this would be crap- and there were things that had to be a certain way. His initial run throughs are always rough and it was easy to get let down as I heard things so clearly perfect in my head. I should know better to just let him work things out and once he did he made for himself his defiining moment. What a great "unofficial" ending to the album.

Near completion of Piece of Heaven, I thought it may be interesting if I were to write a song with the title Peace of Hell. The idea was about this person whom couldn’t make it into heaven but spent their days in Hell as a peacemaker between Heaven and Hell. At least that is what I laid in Tom's lap when I explained to him that I began writing about this concept and then I took a right hand turn somewhere and pretty much veered off course with the writing and ended up with what now is When I Die. So I told Tom of my story and the idea and told him the title and asked if he was interested in taking the lead with the concept. I think he happily agreed. I know he liked the idea of the title because it was kind of neat against his Piece of Heaven, which would continue in the spirit of the QFG theme. I hadn't realized how much he would immerse himself into this idea. One evening, I arrive to the studio and he prefaces me of an epic masterpiece which he is putting together. At this point, what he played back for me were bits and pieces that he had for ideas but they were not yet arranged and so I really could not grasp the entire idea which he was hearing in his head. I thought they were really great ideas, however. Then one evening I arrived to the studio and he had pieced much of the idea together. He warned me of its length but that it was for purpose. What I heard was astonishing and I was really looking forward to singing on this work of art. As I read Tom's lyrics, I liked what he had written for the most part but was not 100% sold on a couple of them. I felt that there were a couple of areas where I was going to have to edit so that words and phrasing would fit with the music as is many times the case. To this day, I am not wholly convinced that the "She feeds the devil crumbs" part fits the song but I do understand its meaning and importance in the song. It took MUCH of Tom & I sitting down and working through the ideas which he had for singing this song, remembering which parts go where and so on, so forth. We had to lay scratch tracks down so that I could remember what I was singing and where the parts would begin and end. Here is where I will explain to the reader that through this entire project, there were many set-backs either where I couldn't make it to the studio or Tom couldn't. Many colds and illnesses and whatever the reason for setback was later, we were able to get through the process. Mind you, there were times that I would arrive with my cold and sing anyways including some vocal parts which we would record and keep. This song was one song that I know there were just such parts because it was such a lengthy song with a lengthy recording process attached to it. But I loved the challenge of this song and agree with Tom that it carries almost everything that I possess as a vocalist in all of the parts. We were very pleased with the end result. Hope you (the listener) feel the same.

Tom's Rebuttle: I'm glad Jeff didn't too obviously voice his concerns on "bread feeding" section during recording. I probably would have banished him into the reality of this very song. Those two sections are the two most important sections of the song lyrically and emotionally. They tell the whole Journey. And since they are meant to be sung loosley out of time, more freeform, knowing Jeff I can understand why that makes him uncomfortable.



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